Shae Voytek

Shae Voytek is a character played by antonabiss.

 Content Warning for Streams:  Shae is a character with Depression, Social Anxiety, and Posttraumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD). There may be times where the symptoms will be suddenly displayed/ acted out to a degree that may be triggering to some viewers.

Note: Menriel (streamer) is most likely okay! They're just very good at sadge farming and can even cry on command; don't worry! :)))

Background (Before Los Santos)
Shae's complete background and story aren't clear or explicitly explained. Rather, small facts and hints are revealed throughout his daily interactions. The following are suspected key points revealed about Shae's past so far:

Revealed by Shae himself (through his interactions in RP): Confirmed theories (said outside of RP):
 * Shae watched his brother Rai be shot dead in front of him when he (Shae) was 13. He was then locked in a room with his brother's corpse for 24 hours.
 * Shae's hands were tied in front of him when he watched Rai get shot. A gun that Rai was initially shooting flew in front of him. It was described to be in his reach and he had the knowledge needed to be able to shoot the guy that was about to shoot Rai, but he froze in a panic and did not. Shae blames himself for being unable to save Rai because of this.
 * Shae and his parents moved away from where they were initially living after Rai's death.
 * Shae doesn't have a real gunpowder allergy, he just says that to avoid it because guns trigger his trauma.
 * Prior to moving to Los Santos (Age 25), he "stayed in his apartment for 12 years."
 * Both of his parents are alive. He loves them both very much, and vise versa.
 * Moving to Los Santos was described as an "escape" from his parents.
 * He moved to Los Santos by choice, after being inspired by the possible joys of life [outside] from MitchTV streamer Mickey S. (who does canonically stream games and Just Chatting streams on MitchTV like Tony Corleone does, so details like their criminal life was unknown to Shae coming into the city).
 * He is triggered by the name Rai.
 * He is triggered by the sound and firing of gunshots.
 * He can be triggered by watching people he deeply cares about be physically hurt.
 * Shae has never attended a funeral.
 * He has never fired a gun.
 * When he was "very young" he lived in a very small village in Russia before moving to a city.
 * He feels that everyone he's said "I love you" to has gotten hurt.
 * Shae attaches his purpose with helping others; "It's not because I'm sweet or naïve, it's because I'm broken inside."
 * Shae believes gangs treat their members like cogs in a machine rather than people, believing that respect should be earned not given just because they are a gang.
 * He can have suicidal tendencies.
 * "I didn't know him [Rai] that well. I just loved him so very much."
 * Rai loved and cared for Shae very much as well.
 * If Shae could choose how he would die, he would want to be shot.
 * Rai's death was not an accident.
 * Shae left his parents to live alone in Los Santos willingly and by choice. He could have left at any time.
 * He had never attended a funeral for Rai.
 * He does not necessarily blame himself for Rai's death.
 * Shae helps others to fill a void within himself.
 * Shae's dislikes for gangs/ gang systems is connected to his past.
 * He is deeply affected, inspired, and engrossed by the topic/idea of death.
 * Has undiagnosed Depression, Posttraumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD), and Social Anxiety.
 * Often uses water/ ocean/ drowning as an analogy for his depression; isn't a literal physical issue/ injury.

Momentous Dates within the Government
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 * Hired to EMS, Call Sign T-30
 * TBD